it's Friday!!!

Last night I made a choice, to join Weight Watchers!!! I am very excited learned a lot, and am going to make apoint to count my points, and eat what is better choices, and have faith in myself.
I will have faith that I CAN do this, I WILL succeed, and be a better me.
The meeting was about an hour, (dont always have to stay but it is a WISE idea!) I will stay for the meetings till I have my food addiction under control.. and truely thats what it is.. an Addiction..

This weekend I will go register for the babyboot camp, keep track of my points, and work on this slowly!. I should actually be making myself breakfast at the moment, cause by the time i make it eat, it clean my mess up.. it will be friggin lunch time, and I'll have to do it allllll over again!!!!!

Life seems to be a little chaotic at the moment, seems like there are a million things going on in and outside of the house that little gets my attention if your not Noah or Linden...Jaret too!.
Jaret has been working most of the week, monday was a short day but the rest of the week has been full days, which is good they are on their last day at the old shop, then Monday morning Johnny will pick Jaret up and they will car pool, YAY MOMMY GETS THE VAN!!!!!!!!!!! I will no longer be on house arrest... Like I have many places to go or people to visit here..... thats not the point!! We looked into buying a truck or an SUV, we are in the midsth of deciding what is best for us. what we need and what we want... this wont be a easy decsion, it will take us some time, and arent in a hurry JUST yet!!

As I am sitting here half ass typing and pretending NOT to pay attention to Noah cause if he sees me watching him, he will stop.. he decided his Pull duck was hungry, went to the cuppboard, pulled out the container of Cereal, put a few pebbles on the ground, and is trying to feed the duck.. His Imagination is shining throught these past few weeks, it is amazing, his new fav thing to say is `SHOOT THE PUCK` and what do Elephants eat.. `PEANUTS!`. Yesterday he had a `Poffeee`(coffee) party with Lindens Puppy teething ring! it is just the cutest thing!! I cant get over how big he is getting, and the fact that Linden is going to be 4 months old in 2 weeks.. =) IKES!!!!!

Well the Chaos is starting up again, Linden is squaking, and Noah is Yelling at the TV for CARTOONS.. MOMMY CARTOOONS!!! and I need to Eat or I will not reach my points for the day!!!